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Hey beauties.
It has been a week now since the start of my overeating journey.
I have been on a roller-coaster ride this past week, dealing with the roots of sin in my heart - anger and frustration. I have been in a constant battle every day, being vigilant like a warrior waiting for the arrows of her enemy to strike. I’ve been so absorbed in my vigilance that I started taking control into my own hands, seeking perfection to give as an offering to God- something I could never give.
I have been in a constant battle every day, being vigilant like a warrior waiting for the arrows of her enemy to strike.
Taking control meant that I started shooting my own darts at the enemy without the authority from the General in Command (God). My biggest goal was winning this war but I wanted to do it on my own terms. This need for control resulted in an unwanted bomb explosion, causing me to lose total control. I had been wiped out, laying on the ground, bleeding my own pride out.
This need for control resulted in an unwanted bomb explosion, causing me to lose total control.
Losing control made me realize that I had to surrender control as well as my own stubborn will. Not to the enemy, but to the General. I cannot fight this fight on my own orders, messing things up, creating more chaos than necessary, and putting lives in danger.
God allowed me to flower out of the war stricken dirt like a poppy flower, blooming again to show the world her victory
I heard the song of God’s character echoing through the sounds of war. He showed me His soft Spirit, taking care of my heart, being proud of His daughter even when she failed. He was fighting for her even when she did not deserve it, taking back control without force and winning the war.
How wonderful to know that the God of the universe takes care of His girls.
God allowed me to flower out of the war stricken dirt like a poppy flower, blooming again to show the world her victory: the war will not prevent her from blossoming; victory has been secured for her.
How wonderful to know that the God of the universe takes care of His girls.
Tonight I pray that every girl will find peace in the midst of her own war. I pray that we will be able to submit the fight to God and allow Him to overcome the war.
We are victorious (no longer victims) because of the blood of Jesus Christ.
Night night.
Love
Inge xx
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